Tuesday, June 26, 2007

An escape (part 1)

This past week was an escape and a fun one at that-- we set off for the great an beautiful state of sunny Florida-- at about 1:00 a.m. on Saturday morning- we touched down in Destin via Chevy Venture on Saturday morning about 10:30- the ride itself was an experience- it was my three sons: Ren, Blake and Drake and a good friend of theirs: Preston Wade. The boys had convinced me that this drive would be a piece of cake- I mean they were going to sing and talk to me and keep me awake the entire trip-- I must say that about the time we reached the Corinth, MS exit (45 minutes away from home) it was just Ren and I....it remained that way the entire trip-- my oldest son says he never wants to see me drunk-- because sleep deprivation is bad enough! We had a great time (you know those moments when your child is your literal captive) and they have to listen to you-- it was terrific- we did not stop for gas and only once for food the entire way-- it was fun and simple and an escape!
When we checked into our amazing beach front condo-- I realized that it had been way to long since we had done this-- the WELL rested boys were estatic and they we all headed for the beach-- somewhat empty and totally beautiful! Wow! I had fun! I read two great books and I prayed more than I have in at least a week or two-- I played with my children (such a great blessing) and we stayed up late late late and woke up early to get a nap on the beach! We ate mostly in the condo and it was great-- we kinda took turns cooking- Our wonderful friends Jason and Sara came to stay with us on Monday--they are moving away from Henderson so it was one of our last times to just see each other everyday!! They of course are two of the craziest folks I know and I love them dearly-- everyone had just simple fun! An escape!!! I won't bore you with details of each day but lets just say that I kept remembering the phrase-- this is really living! So this escape of course made me grateful-- made me long desperately for heaven-- and made me want to be better and strive harder to take others with me. I hope you find time in your busyness of life to have an escape....to get away and make memories with your family and friends-- to live each day to the fullest and to just... escape!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Psalms 5:3

In the morning, O LORD, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation. This has got to be one of the greatest scriptures ever in my life-- because first off I love love love the fact that we are granted the privilege of talking to the Lord-- second, I am a BIG TIME fan of the morning-- I like waking up way before the sun comes up and getting a list of 10 things done and then watching the sunrise-- WOW-- nothing is really better than that in my day! This morning was incredible-- I got up about 5 and just worked like mad to get my list done-- and while I was working-- "adoption story" was on TV....love that show....so I had a great cry. Then that of course led to some big time prayer time-- so I went to the gym and prayed for about 20 minutes-- just talked to God-- it is always so interesting how I feel so comfortable to speak with God about everything-- and yes, today I had some big stuff to talk about-- request if you will-- :) I find myself telling God about all the things He already knows and yet it is a blessing I can't imagine being without! Laying my request before Him and knowing He is listening-- and getting to wait with expectation! Well, today I am thankful for Prayer and thankful for early mornings!!! What are your request.....let Him know!!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Family

Okay Blog #2
I am enjoying this blogging more than I thought I would-even though I don't know that anyone will read them-- they are fun and great therapy.
I have been thinking today alot about family-- maybe because there is not enough time in the day to spend as much time with each of them as I would like-- maybe because this is the last year that my boys will be home before they go to college and I feel it everyday! :( I love my family-- all of them-- seriously, I have never been one of those moms who was happy for the first day of school to begin or sad for summer to start -- I want to be with my children-- if it wouldn't effect them greatly down the road, they would live with me forever!!! :) They are good young men-- all of them-- they are not perfect but they are good and they make me so feel so honored when they include me in their lives. I like them not just because they are my sons but also because they are Great! I would enjoy being with them no matter whose children they were!
Family-- my two sister in laws-- they are BOTH amazing! They are good good people and they care about what happens to all those around them. My brothers-- well, don't even get me started-- if you know me well at all-- you KNOW that I believe they are amazing! Not because we are related but just because they truly strive to be like Christ and live what they teach and preach and that is rare! They are also very good to me-- they have pulled me through some very tough times-- what a blessing they are to everyone who knows them. And of course, my parents-- I lost my mom in December of 2005-- and I still struggle EVERY day with missing her. I know she is better off then any of those of us here on earth-- but oh how I long for just more time with her. She was an incredible woman-- not because she was a famous "ladies day" speaker, not because she wrote novels (best I remember she didn't like to read books except the Bible), not because she headed grand committees at church or because she was a wonderful cook or an expert house keeper-- but she was an incredible woman because she Loved God...and she taught her children to Love God. She made her life a joyful life because of her love for Him-- and she taught me and my brothers to do everything with God at the head of it. My mom--- she was the biggest cheerleader for us and the best friend I could ever have!! Oh how I miss her. Daddy-- many people know him as Brother Jenkins, Brother Jerry, Dr. Jenkins, Minister, TV personality, evangelist.....and tons of other labels...but for me-- he is just my Daddy! He would hate me to be talking about him on here but I just must for a bit-- He is one of those kinds of men that you know how he is by looking at his life-- who he serves, who he strives to be like, who he works for everyday-- my Daddy taught me many many things but two big things stick out in my mind and life everyday-- 1st- you can handle anything for a little while-- now that doesn't seem like a big statement but for me-- well, lets just say it has been my focus alot in life- 2nd- always be doing something for other people. Dad is like that-- he is always doing things for others-- no matter how busy he gets he does for others. I love him so much-- I believe He truly patterns his life after Christ daily.
Family-- no wonder I love to think about it! More to come-- I didn't even get started on the nephews and nieces!!! :)

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Wondering

I am here in this office in a small town in the great state of Tennesses wondering-- not because I am not working-- but just wondering because of my work-- I am currently housing about 450 new freshman coming for Fall 07 to our incredible university and as I go through each application-- as I enter each name-- as I read about each one-- I am wondering! What kind of people will these young adults be- what kind of things will they love about FHU? Will they love it as much as I do-- (okay impossible :)-- What kind of situations will happen here for them that will make them better people-- what will they do that will make this place even better! I have been praying for each person before I place them in a room-- I just feel the need to do so-- I mean I am not doing anything life changing??!! oh wait? what if I am? what if there are young people who will grow closer to Christ because of the roommate I placed them with-- what if it is the one time in their life that they get to laugh and smile and be encouraged! It could be life changing-- that puts a whole new perspective on what I am doing-- I do love my job-- it is a blessing to me everyday. Housing at Freed-Hardeman...life changing?...makes me wonder!!??